You need to break a man to make a man.

Dearest father. It has been exactly two months on this day since I lost you.

I lived with you for most of my life. You were a huge factor to the harsh problems I’ve had most of my life but you also became the anchor that aids me in dealing with the storms today.

The words were never spoken, but I know it was the pained child in you from your own childhood that lashed out as an adult. I forgive you. I love you. I respect you deeply and I will give my body and soul to take care of mother and the house you so loved.

I went to sleep with you alive and well, woke up with you gone. That day I died inside and my ego was utterly destroyed. I need to try learn how to live again. Your love for me is what gives me strength to carry on with this hole inside of me.

To those that may be a fan, or curious about my art. I am temporarily on hiatus as I grieve the devastating loss of this Titan, and as I try to help my mother carry some of her grief so that she can live on. But I will be back.

You never got to hear what I do, but your love for me will add fuel to my passion from hereon.


Thanks for never giving up, pappa.